2009年12月26日 星期六

CRAP 2

Celebrate 'dong zhi' at home was just so warm... The scene whereby the whole family sat together preparing the 'tang yuan' surrounded by laughter with the jokes from my litttle sister was so sweet and warm. Yeap...yeap, since i stay in KL for my further study, I can hardly spend time with family, and since this is a long sem break, i am kinda relax at home..and gaining weight..hehe

No one will deny that home is the best and safest place for us. No one will bully us and no one will harm us. Although it is unavoidable that sometimes there will be some misunderstandings and quarrels between family members, the relationship will be still always bond together ever and ever. No matter what hapen to us, dad and mum will be the one who fully support us and believe us. Thats the power of love i guess. Agree?

Alright, back to the 'tang yuan' festival, yummy yummy, to me, tang yuan is so special and meaningful although it looks simple and taste simple as well. The meaning behind it makes it so unique and special. This is the festival whereby we able to gather with family. There is also a story behind the festival whereby people eat the tangyuan according to their age whereby 5 years old kid will eat 5 tangyuan and 25years old teenage will eat 25 tangyuan to represent a new year. Sound sweet yea.. Thats the beauty of tradition...

Anyway, kinda dissapointed because i fail to upload those photos because my phone USB sot sot already, hehe..Gota be patient, aiming for camera soon!!!! Yea, plan to buy my own camera soon, be patient gal!!!

2009年12月11日 星期五

假期的懊恼

放假在家……快要发霉了……快来救救我……

我这只猪,美食大过天的!!讲到吃,我认第二,应该没人敢认第二吧???哈哈……暗爽暗爽当中……对啦,不管怎样,我是绝对不会对不起我的胃的,每一餐都喂到饱饱……在KL念书可有口福咯,吃过不少好料……结果,结果,变肥咯!!啊不然还能怎样???哈哈……结果,回家就受苦了!!!

我家的妈妈咪呀,看到我这只猪肥回来,就开始控制我的食物了!!!啊啊啊!!!幸好我不用读书做功课,啊不然我肯定抓狂!!!!没法咯……救救我吧……美食啊美食……

假期……应该做点有意义的事才对嘛!!啊不然假期拿来做么用????结果……我在家发霉……看戏……睡觉……听歌……发霉……哈哈……之前幻想的美好假期不知小时到哪里去了……

假期,还有三个星期……该如何过呢????不可能就这样白过吧???XD

2009年12月9日 星期三

Crap

Hei hei, so this is my first post in English......guess will be longer compare to my previous post...haha...because usually i take longer time in typing mandarin, although i still insist that mandarin will still be the best language in expressing my feelings, my thought, hehe........

Yeap, so going to start crap right now, is 1.30am in the morning and this big size piggy is still not in her bed...lots or i can say tonnes of stuffs perhaps make me a bit fruss..well..yeap..fruss... well, regarding my past, present as well as my future....

Since small, i am the good and top student in other people perspective, erm, from the record for being six years top student in primary school, as well as manage to hold those high post in club and societies, yeap, i am consider lucky, but, but, but, anyone please notice and understand my feeling, my feeling that failed to be expressed by words....ehemm......sounds emotion yea...anyway, it was over....and ya, some of those black memories i could say in primary life make me lost my thought...hmm, let bygone be bygone..cheersss..lookforward gal

Then, yea, secondary life, interesting, one word will be my my conclution yea. Sincerely, i never expect and till today its hard to believe what had happened in my secondary life...everything was out of expectation...What i really learned from these five years secondary life are the way to cope with new environment (yeap, i transfered from kangsar to sitiawan in the age of 14), the way to deal with people of different characters as well as the way to handle different situations (in debate and prefect) that really made me learn alot....ermm, i would like to express my heartfelt gratitude to those who gave me the chance, those who helped and guided me as well as those who criticised and look down on me because they made me learn and made me stronger..............

Now, am i tired???am i stress??? am i lost???

Emm, i never thought i will be where i am today, i mean preparing to persue my tertiary education oversea. I always wanted to be simple and the most important to be happy..yeap..to be happy... Sometimes and somehow i will think alot..to be more accurate, think out of the box...Maybe due to some reasons, i always wanted to achieve my best or perfect i could say, that really make me tired and feel helpless...

Oohoo, i should be grateful with what i have and where i am right now, no acuse for me to blame this and blame that anymore i guess, its really time for me to do something for my future.....choose my path.....and always remind myself, br grateful and appreciate what i have, set my aim but never forced myself to achieve my aim. Instead, sail steadily to it!!!

Life can be happy and meaningful, i do believe....fine, i know my english sucks, but yeah, finally manage to vomit out some of my thoughts...

hehe....